How Do You Deal With Losing Years of Your Life?

It's the one thing we can't buy or retrieve, yet we're fixated on everything but the time we have lost or left.

“You had the kind of childhood most don’t recover from and…”

“And?” I think about the hour commute I make every two weeks and wonder if we can do this over video. My therapist seems to think that won’t work because I’m better at hiding my emotions with physical distance. So, here we are.